sometimes.... its good to forget me ~~~~
because it makes you less stress ~~~~~

The Pain

Yesterday the world is like spinning really fast . i couldn't think too much . My brain are going to explode ! i feel like vomiting and i was suffering the pain . i cried because it was so painful . its also like someone was taking a hammer hitting my head !
after few minutes , i relax my self , and start to close my eyes to lower the pain . and slowly ... i fell asleep ~~~
haha....
until today , i went to school , i also still sleeping XD
so tired ....


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Earth Hour ..... Save The World .... Save Your Self .......

Today is Earth hour again . Plus , today I'm working also . at 8:59:50 second PM , MCD starting to count down in 10 to 1 . Everybody was shouting even the the customers also follow us . after that , we starting to off the lights. There is a photographer was taking photos . i herd that maybe he is going to put in 1 of the magazine . but i don't know witch 1 . he kept on taking photos . Some was like nave had taken photo before , and some was running away .....

Today was kind of fun !!!!

i like it today ....
^^
SNIFF SNIFF ......
my flu is coming back again ....
Hate it !!!
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What a rainy day .....
today's thunder was amazingly loud . I wanted to capture the beautiful thunder , but my camere was not affected the thunder . but it really scare though ....


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another boring day .....
holidays are over and say hello to exams .......
ewww....
hate exams !!!!
i hate people who bet my scores with me .... so hurt if i lose ....XD

i wanted to sleep now but i want to play computer again..... after tomorrow can't go school again .... i always miss school on Monday . Teacher is going to give me Warning letter . but i;m very tired ..... haiz.... yesterday i slept at 4AM +++ when i woke up , still sleepy ...... actually , everyday ..... i was thinking .... Am i gonna die soon ??? this question always repeat in my mind .

actually , I'm kinda tension . At work , i ask people for little stick . this year is my 1st time using it . i also don't know why i want it .... Suddenly ~~~~

the little stick make me dizzy ..... and i told my self .... this is the last time and no more for the next time . But i can't help it . My mind was forcing me to have 1 more . But i control my self .
thanks to someone beside me that time ...... he told me allot of story .

its kind of funny thought ...... i feel cheap ..... now this days , i felt like i already transformed into another person . am i that bad to my self ??? or its just me with my nonsense thought ???
sometimes there is too many sad things has happen to me ..... i feel like cry out loud to let it go .... but my tiers won't fall ..... who can slap me in the face or kick my ass to make me cry ??? LOL .... what a silly thing to do ..... yesterday , my tiers drop a Little . and i feel so good ......thanks to him ..... he made me cry ..... but not allot XD
sometimes i was thinking ....
am i meant to be like that or what ???
and sometimes....
i feel like stop schooling ....
but i tell my self !!! this is the last year ..... go for it !!!!
but its true .... I'm too lazy ....


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HURT !!!!!!!!!

What happen to this world ???
Why there is so many negative person in this world ???
OK !!!
FINE !!!!
i treat you as a FRIEND , and you say so many WORDS that hurt me so much !!!! ya !!! i didn't take Ur food is because its belong to you ! i thought of if i take it , you can't eat and you will get hungry . But ... you say i didn't eat it .... But Ur WRONG !!!! i took it back home , and i went to sleep . when i woke up , i wanted to eat it , but my mom don't let me . but i drink Ur Ribina only !!!
OK
NEXT ,
you say people gave me nicotine ,I eat it . Actually , is i Take from Him not he gave me !!! by the way , i didn't think u gave me the food is poisoned also ...... u say today Ur heart its crying ... you know what ..... now i treat you as a friend and you ruin it !!!! actually allot of things you say to me is all wrong !!! the story is not meant to be like that !! all is because of your negative thoughts !!!!
you say its not worth for me ..... OK fine !!!!
i forgave you !!!!!
you so like to think that I'm the bad person who destroy Ur life , so , be that way ..... i can't control your life either .
and you say you treat me as your friend ,
what about your story ??? you lie to me ???
and you know what ...
today i gave you my blog because your my friend then you can ready my exspretion and my feelings . Then ??? what you gave me back ???


i already speechless .
nothing to say about you .
its OK if you don't want to become friends with me .....
its your decision .
i can't care any more ......



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YO .....
Today i was yawning the whole day .....
missing my sis's bed . so sleepy..... Today its our school sports day . i didn't sleep well . i only sleep 2 hours . actually i attempt to Don't Sleep at all. But , I fail .
when i woke up , i ready my shirt and track bottom .

Ready to put my Garnier .

after all the exct exct things that happened , then i went to MCD for breakfast . i can't believe when i reach there , wai ling was just behind me ! LOL !!!!

then when i finish my Food , i went to school 1st and WL continuing her breakfast .

Then after that , i went to school 1st . then WL continue eating whit her dad .

after all the excitement in the stadium , lastly , Tememggong lose .

when finish , me and WL decided to go eat MCD . she wanted to eat ayam goreng spicy from yesterday till today . and finally she can eat it . and i eating my Nugget . as i was buying my nugget , Kak Intan ask me want to go HQ a not . i was so excited and i say yes . i quickly ran up and tell WL. she also can't wait to go HQ.

at HQ was quit boring . we must be polite and talk softly because there is kinda quiet .

Still drinking my beverage .

we waited the PPL for so long until we almost wait 1 hour more !! but nvm ..... they got meeting .....

McDonald's Headquarter

Actually its kinda fun over there because we can chit chat with Kak Intan more and know Kak Intan More . Also we 8 allot of stuff ..... haha......

and finally we can go back home . i was so happy because i finally can sleep ! i was so so so sleepy !!!!

Ahhhh.....

so tired until now....

and i wanted to sleep now ....

sorry guys that i write this blog so chin cai .... because i now want to sleep now ....

my eyes hardly can't open now .....

so sorry .....

good night ...

bye ..

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Today me and WL went to jusco and buy something and have fun .
i wanted to check my salary at a ATM . at 1st i went to the jusco , below the stairs there is a May bank machine . But there is something wrong with the machine . Me and WL went off to SnJ to buy stuff and we ate KFC for dinner .

Mean while , after finish our shopping , i want to go to the Genting Klang's May bank. But it was crowded and I'm lazy to queue up. WL suggest to go to the opposite my working place that Shell. After we reach there , i put in my card and ready to check my salary . I was so damn nervous and suddenly the screen appear my amount was RM100+ ONLY . My jaws drop in silence and i was complaining to WL about my salary. WL told me that Yang said that his salary also got problem . On that time my mood was super down and my brain kept on thinking the same answer , question and MY MONEY !!!!!!!!!

WL want to buy pork belly pepper soup ( Zhu Tou Tong ) . After that we quickly rush to my working place and ask . When we reach there , the 1st manager was A bang Amirul . I don't have the guts to ask him because i scare that he will say I'm silly or something . But he reply me , Memang the salary got problem because there is something wrong with the system . Finally i chill down ...... and he call em to ask A bang sharul or a bang ming tomorrow .

i will be back tomorrow .....
My money is important to me now !!!!
Ish !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



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