So happy 2day !!!!!!!

Monday ,

8:42PM ,

Night ,

2day is the best day !!!!! coz ........

i bough a new phone !!!!!! it is sony ericsson K610i ....... so cool !!!!!

^^ i'm so happy !!!!!

The pic =

Break le !!!!!! He is my X le !!!!!!!!

Tuesday ,
7:25PM
Night ,


I've forgotten to mention that !!!!! I've already break up with SKY !!!!he play me !!! he got another GF !!! he is a freaking play boy !!!! haiz ~~~~ but NVM lo !!!!!! 刺一点他会有报应 !!!!! 他自是死期还没到 !!!!!!


Me break with SKY le thn 1 weeks or 3 days later ...... me and noob 2gather le !!!!! don't say me No BF I Will Die !!!!!! is just that i like noob since when i meet him in o2jam !!!! XD just that he got GF oni !!!! XD



SKY.......... don't think u find me thn me chat vit u thn means I've already forgive u !!!!! in my heart !!!! i didn't forgive u AT ALL !!!!!!!!


Hurt me B4 de ppl i won forgive thm de !!!!!! yes !!!!! u r my enemy !!!!!!

Again and angain ~~~~~

Tuesday ,
7:03PM ,
Night ,



Me and noob been together about half month le ~~~~~~~~
I'm half happy and half sad when 2gather vit him !!!! coz he is not a good person at all !!!! but he is funny sometimes ~~~~~he is a very love face de ppl !!! some times me just like him as i like my X like that !!!! hate him and love him always !!!! 最爱最恨都是你。。。。。。。。。 sometimes his attitude is really very bad !!!!! he is a guy who very easy to get jealous !!!! he don't wanna let his fwands know that me and him 2gather coz of he dun wanna let the skul fwands and fwands laugh at him ~~~~~~ T.T haiz ~~~~~ i think this can call 地下情 ( Means in a Relation ship that no 1 knows ) i think ~~~~ XD

But ~~~~~ only Helen knows !!! she knows me and noob 2gather !!!
Helen is my lou po ( Means wife ) [ ply ply de] and she is noob de Kai Mui (Means God sister )
i nave seen noob before !!! he lives in JB knows as Johor Baru ~~~~

last time , I've say to my self !!!! don't accept a guy that nave seen my self b4 !!!! BUT ..... I've brook my promise !!! haiz ~~~~ now i dono he's real life person is a good guy or a bad guy !!!!

SAD ~~~~~~~~

Anti-Wasting !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday ,
6:46PM ,
Noon ,








By Now !!!!! i won't waist food !!!!!! who waist food i will tell thm !!!! do u know??? in this world , they got allot of children was suffer of hunger !!!!! we already can eat is already so lucky !!! I'm so sad of those children was from around the world !!!





Thanks to World Vision !!!! its change my life !!! when my church hold a 30 Hour Famine (Means no food in 3o Hours ) , this activity is to let us know how the pain , the hunger that thous who no food fell !!!!








I like a song name "Tomorrow 明天孩有希望" its sang by Malaysian artist !!! its a wonderful and touching song !!!! BUT, its so hard to find it in Ares ~~~~~I only can find it on Youtube !!!!


well ~~~~~ better thn can't find !!!! XD





this is some of those World Vision pic ======

==============Tomorrow 明天孩有希望==============

I wanna b free ~~~~~

Monday ,
6:15PM ,
Noon ,


haiz ~~~~ i so miss singel now ~~~~
he say he like 2 find her GF 1 times oni de !!!!
wad thy of BF is him !!!!
URRRRGGGG
no use de lar ~~~~
i tell him that !!!
but he keep on say sorry ~~~
wad if my kai jie find out !!!
she will realy scold me !!!!
she will say y i find this kin of BF de ~~~~
= =
haiz ~~~~
i wanna b singel again
T_____T

I Hade A Bad Dream ~~~

Tuesday ,
12:55PM ,
Noon ,


Today i had a bad dream !!!when i started to sleep in my sister's room i will get those weird dreams.

Well...... today i dream of my church friends !!! actually , i had 3 kind of dream today.




The 1ST Dream


when i went to a shopping mall , i was walking , then suddenly there is a bunch of teenager just around my age , there is boys and girls there !! they started to look at me . when i look at them , the say something about me !!! just like gossip !! i walk quickly because of i wanted to get far away from them !!! suddenly i fell down !!! they laugh, and say I'm such a stupid !!!

so , i scold them and say " how can you laugh at me like that !!!! u more stupid and idiot then me lo...... " i can't believe i scold them like that !!!! and my legs are shaking !! one of the girls come near me n say what did i say just now . I repeat again that i say just now . she slap me just like touching my face !!! her slap is not like those movies they slap so hard !! i can't believe she does that to me !! so , I'm angry !!! i don't care she slap me how hard !!! so , i slap her !!!! i slap her twice as hard as her !!! she get angry and her friends saw what i did !! they where shock !!! i quickly ran and suddenly i wake up !!!! Because of my mother friend call my cell phone just for finding my mom !!!! URG......... he mass up all my beauty sleep !!! then i sleep again ......




The 2ND Dream

Now , i was at home !!! my mom cook dinner for my family .suddenly , the door bell ring !!
my mom open it !! guess wad !!! the people who ring the door is the guy that i like 3/2 years !!!
i was shock !!!! y he will come to my house ??? But .... he is not alone !!!! he was holding a girls hand !!! its her Girl friend !!! my heart was down !! ow well ~~~~ ARR........ i wake up again !!! i can't dream of the guy i love again !!!! so sad ~~~~ ow ~~~ i wake up because I'm too cold !!! haha .....

The 3TH Dream

This dream is fun + weird !!!!

In this dream , I remember i was in a car , Peter's car !!( peter is my church friend ) in his car , there is Jessica ,me and one more guy !! i forgotten his name !! when peter where driving , suddenly there is a bunch of boys stop the car !! they call my friend ( the Anonymous ) out of the car !! they wanted to hit him !!! but i hold him n call my friend to go in the car !! the guy who wanna hit my friend is just a kid !!! he is about 11 or 12 years old !! he wanted to hit me !!! but i hold him and then slap him !! slap him there is 2 car !!! peter went to the another car !!! so , nobody is gonna drive a norther car !!!! i go drive it !!! although I'm only 15+ , i can drive ( only in the dream ) !!! i started to drive !!! it is so hard to drive !!! i think that is manual !!! i know how to drive in auto because once i dream of driving car also !!! is much essayer then this dream !!! so , i think is manual !!! i drive half way , i saw a big Toyota it is teeyee (Church Friend ) !!!! she look at me !!! in a wired face . haha....... she ask me why i was driving !! she quickly drive us out of the road !!!

suddenly , she call me and Jessica to walk !! when we where walking , i saw allot of people !!! looking down !!! their face where white !! i don't care at all !!! i just keep holding Jessica's hand !!! and we walk !!! we walk until a small walkway that nobody is there !!!so , we walk !! is just like a Cross road !!! when we where walking straight line , the right side there is 2 people where walking !!!! they where white and looking down again !!!! i heard a voice coming out from the left side of the walkway !!! when i see there !!! there is another 2 white people again !!!But , there is an lady calling "Mei Xing.....Mei Xing........." i saw the lady taking a bamboo stick and hit a litter girl's leg !!! i ask Jessica why those boys come after the boy ( the anonymous) ??? she tell me the story !!! she say he saw a girl name Mei Xing and blah blah blah......... ( i forgotten what she say )
i was shock !!! i tell her that just now the walk way there is a lady calling Mei Xing !!! she say ya !!!!

Now we where at a road with car and some shops !!! but the shop are close !!!! is just like a quiet town !!! when we here walking , i saw another walkway just on the left of me !!! when i see in side the walkway , i say there is a old man wearing a chocolate shirt Little broken where hanging there !!!! suddenly i heard "Mei Xing........ Mei Xing Ar........."i ask Jessica " did you heard that ??? did you saw that ??? " she say ya !!! she heard and saw everything !!!! when we slowly turn back , is a litter girl !!! the eyes where so big and just like popping out !!! when we look at her , she turn back and hide at the corner !!!! so , we continue to walk . When we walk few steps , the girl follow us !!! we walk and look back !!!! then i say "Stop Following Us !!!!" she didn't care !!! so , we walk faster and faster !!! she still follow us !!! i get even scare !!! when we started o run , she run with us !!! i turn back and i shout " STOP FOLLOWING US !!!!!!!!!!" then i wake up !!!! when i wake up , my heart was pounding !!!! i sit on the bed and think !!!! y that Mei Xing girl doing ???? why she keep on following me ??? so , i don't care and i go Wash up my self !!!




So , i wanted to write what i was dreaming so that everybody can know what weird dream i was dreaming !!!what is the meaning about this dream !!!!

what the ~~~~~

Monday ,
2:53AM ,
Mid Night ,


Finally i say break up with him !!! but he rejected me from breaking up !!!! when he trying to say this , i don't fell a thing !!! but i fell scare and hate him !!!! when he say THOSE WORDS !!! I will always remember in my mind !!!! ALWAYS !!!! i won 4give him when he say those words !!!!

I can't believe he is those guys !!!! those guy that love those things !!!! i really scare now !!!! i hate those ppl n now !!!! my BF are those !!! IV say NO allot of time when he call me to answer his question !!!!

Why does some boys like all this ???? so disappointed !!!!!