Sometimes .....

People need to lie ....

Lie won't let others get hurt ....

But need to know what should lie what should not ....

But ..... this i can't lie ....

the true ....

now ....

I HATE YOU !!!!!!

I HATE YOU !!!!!!

I HATE YOU !!!!!!

sorry to say that ...

ow ...

i forgot .... u don't know I'm talking about you ...

haha...

too bad .....

pity you ....

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NO !!!! I DON'T WANT !!!!!!!!

now this days , i finish school then i rush back home and went to work. i really didn't sleep well this days .... Today I'm very tension ! Today my position is runner . my brain was pounding like mad and i feel there is heat in my body . maybe i got a little fever . After that , i cannot tahan , i told wally that i want to go toilet . He let me go , i quickly rush to the toilet and start rest for awhile . My tears flowing again because of the pain !

for a little while more , i went down and continue my job . later on, ah bang wally say he will give me the Top Gun's jacket . I quickly say no to him . He ask me why , Why ??? because now i runner also tension ! after become Top Gun , everyday must face the DT ! then i everyday also tension ! i don't think I'm ready to become a Top Gun ..... but ah bang wally still let me become Top Gun . he call me to remind him when i want to go back . Because he want to give me the Top Gun Jacket . Last , when i went back , i did ask him ... but i just tell him " I'm going back .... do you have anything for me ??? " he didn't know ..... then i say ok ... nvm ..... then i quickly run off XDXD

Nasty Me XDXD

haiz.....
say so much !!!! now my head still a little pain ( Rub Head )
Tomorrow still got cheer some more !!!
lagi no energy liao !!!!
die le .....

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sometimes.... its good to forget me ~~~~
because it makes you less stress ~~~~~

The Pain

Yesterday the world is like spinning really fast . i couldn't think too much . My brain are going to explode ! i feel like vomiting and i was suffering the pain . i cried because it was so painful . its also like someone was taking a hammer hitting my head !
after few minutes , i relax my self , and start to close my eyes to lower the pain . and slowly ... i fell asleep ~~~
haha....
until today , i went to school , i also still sleeping XD
so tired ....


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Earth Hour ..... Save The World .... Save Your Self .......

Today is Earth hour again . Plus , today I'm working also . at 8:59:50 second PM , MCD starting to count down in 10 to 1 . Everybody was shouting even the the customers also follow us . after that , we starting to off the lights. There is a photographer was taking photos . i herd that maybe he is going to put in 1 of the magazine . but i don't know witch 1 . he kept on taking photos . Some was like nave had taken photo before , and some was running away .....

Today was kind of fun !!!!

i like it today ....
^^
SNIFF SNIFF ......
my flu is coming back again ....
Hate it !!!
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What a rainy day .....
today's thunder was amazingly loud . I wanted to capture the beautiful thunder , but my camere was not affected the thunder . but it really scare though ....


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another boring day .....
holidays are over and say hello to exams .......
ewww....
hate exams !!!!
i hate people who bet my scores with me .... so hurt if i lose ....XD

i wanted to sleep now but i want to play computer again..... after tomorrow can't go school again .... i always miss school on Monday . Teacher is going to give me Warning letter . but i;m very tired ..... haiz.... yesterday i slept at 4AM +++ when i woke up , still sleepy ...... actually , everyday ..... i was thinking .... Am i gonna die soon ??? this question always repeat in my mind .

actually , I'm kinda tension . At work , i ask people for little stick . this year is my 1st time using it . i also don't know why i want it .... Suddenly ~~~~

the little stick make me dizzy ..... and i told my self .... this is the last time and no more for the next time . But i can't help it . My mind was forcing me to have 1 more . But i control my self .
thanks to someone beside me that time ...... he told me allot of story .

its kind of funny thought ...... i feel cheap ..... now this days , i felt like i already transformed into another person . am i that bad to my self ??? or its just me with my nonsense thought ???
sometimes there is too many sad things has happen to me ..... i feel like cry out loud to let it go .... but my tiers won't fall ..... who can slap me in the face or kick my ass to make me cry ??? LOL .... what a silly thing to do ..... yesterday , my tiers drop a Little . and i feel so good ......thanks to him ..... he made me cry ..... but not allot XD
sometimes i was thinking ....
am i meant to be like that or what ???
and sometimes....
i feel like stop schooling ....
but i tell my self !!! this is the last year ..... go for it !!!!
but its true .... I'm too lazy ....


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