Happy Birthday

Monday ,
11:07PM,
Night ,





i thought it will be an lonely birthday ...... but i was wrong !!!! when it was dinner time , my auntie take me and my cousin to IKIA , she wanted to buy 10 box of Christmas decoration stuff to give away , so , me and my cousin help out . Me and Xie Lin
( my litter cousin sis ) went to Pets World . we saw all kinds of puppy . i saw a husky and a black Labrador . and i saw snakes , hamsters , birds , fishes........ when we are almost near the main door , my auntie say that my another auntie is already at the Italy rastrone . when we reach there , my aunties order 1 pepperony pizza , 2 typ of salad , 2 bows of mushroom soup , langzana and a spagathie . i wanted to eat langzana for so long !!! FINALY !!!! I CAN TAST IT !!!!!!





suddent'y , my aunty gave me a presant , she call me to open it . guess wad she gave me !? she gave me an cute cow piggy bank !!! when u put a coin , it will mOoOOoO........wow..... that was so cool !!!! when we finish eating , everybody was supper full !! so my aunty call the waiter to clame the cake , when we going of , suddent'y someone from another tabel singing Happy Birthday !!! ( of corse its not for me !! ) then i just smile and lough ~~~ (So jealouse XD) i can't believe that someone same birthday as me and we are in the same restrone !!! cool !!! so happy ~~~~~

Lonely Birthday.......

Monday ,
1:05PM ,
Day ,

Today ismy16th Birthday !!!!! sweet 16 ....... i've resive tons of commentses and wishes .
i'm glad that some fo the people remember my birthday . atualy.... i'm not sadthat i didn'tcelebrate my Bitrthday . i'm just lazy2 celebrate !! haha...... i'm a pig !!! XD atualy ...... i want aTwilightbook for my present !! haha.... so thati can read !!! now , i'mcrazy about twilight !!! minuts to minuts , days to days ,. I'v already gone older !!! T___T



PS: I really want to thank to my Friendster , MSN , cousin and my real life friends for wishing me a happy Birthday !!!! thnks again ..... love u all ~~~~~~~~~
XOXOXOXOX

In Love With The Movie

Sunday ,
6:22PM ,
Day ,

Today i went to cinelesuremall to watch Twilight !!!! It was so Romantic !!!! ow.... i so love the character !!! the girl was so good and the guy was so nice and cool !!! they really love each other !!! the guy can do anything to protect the girl !!! the guy is a vampire . the girl is a normal girl. i so wanted to watch again !!! the show rocks man !!!! if my boy friend is like that , i sure love him so deeply !!!!!! WaAaAA............ i want to buy the book now !!! I'm so in love with twilight now !!!!

giving him up !!!!!

Tuesday ,
6:43PM ,
Night ,

I'm giving up to like him now !! I'm a waist of time to keep on like him !! he is too kind !!! not mean i don't like kind people !!! is just that I'm not his type !!! I'm not smart as him !!! I'm not good like him !!! is is a perfect guy !!!! I'm not fully perfect !!! i need some time to give up !!! i like him about 2 or 3 years already . i just think i couldn't stop thinking of him !!! just wish i can let it go !!!!

About Junior Youth Camp

Monday ,
11:17PM ,
Mid Night ,


That day was Sunday and its Kings kids concert (Kings Kids Is a children church ) . I help my auntie for the concert . When the concert is finish , my auntie sent me , my cousins and Charmaine to auntie sooi yoong's house .Then almost everyone was there , its ice breaker time !!!
they take those peoples baby photo (6Month to 2years photo ) then we must guess who are they !!! I'm in Wei Li's team !!! Wei Li is my team leader !! I'm the assistant leader !! "That Is My 1st Time Being A Assistant Leader !!!) .there are 4 team together !!! 1st team is Jadeline ,2ND team is Marcus , 3rd team is Tiffany , the last team is Wei Li actually next is The Treasure Hunt game !! Just because its raining so , the Treasure Hunt change to Monday !!then they change the Treasure Hunt to bored games !!When its almost pass dinner , ( About 4PM) Jadeline and Tiffany team is in charge of cooking omelet . Wei Li (I'm in this team) and Marcus team are in charge for cooking vegetable !!! ha ha ....... when we cook finish , its time for the Judges to taste !!!
ha ha ..... we got 8 points for the taste and the deco is 7 points !!! we got more points then the others !!! and that times is time for bath , when we finish bath , its our dinner time !! when we finish our dinner , its time for worshiping . we sang some songs . Uncle Rainy and Guat Eu is our speaker !!! its fun thou ~~~ when we finish , we went up and sleep !!! i slap at 2AM ++




The next morning , we went to the park for Bible devotion . and we had our picnic there !!! when we finish , we went back to auntie Sooi Yoong's house !!! everybody plying speed , Taboo and other bored games . and i was sleeping .
(So Tired neh ~~~) now its Treasure Hunt time !!! i woke up and get ready for Treasure hunt !!!

The Leader went out to get ready for the games . and the assistant leader will guide the team members .we run and run and we play allot of stun . our team won the 1st !!! i can't believe it u know !!!! and then i went for a bath because it is so hot !!! then we prepare for the BBQ . Wei Li team and Tiffany's team is doing coslaw , Jadeline's team is make potato salad . and Marcus is preparing the salad . we eat BBQ chicken and stuff . most of the people like our salad !!! and we have our act and we won the last ( T___T )



the 1st is Marcus team who won 15 points in all games !!! and the second team is us !!! Wei Li's team . we won 14 points . Jadaline team won 13 points and Tiffany team won 12 !! ha ha ~~~~~ and then we go back !!!




its was so fun !!!! although it is a small camp , but it is super fun !!!

BZ day

Tuesday,
8:14PM ,
Night ,


This days I'm quiet Busy because i have carolling practice , help out VBS , Junior Youth camp , and most of all Youth Camp !!!!!!! i must pack my bags for youth camp , take this take that !!!! plan this plan that !!!! plan how my friends are coming !!!! but ...... is better then staying at home doing nothing !!! I'm so glad that i can help out !!!

Friday ,
11:34AM ,
Morning ,

I'd have a half bad and a half good dream .The dream is all about me (
Of Course ) when all started , i remember it was the Buddhist ghost festival , and they where preparing for burning , they are going to burn some paper money and stuff . Everybody must make something and burn it . i herd someone told me that no matter how your a christian or a Hindu , if your here , must burn stuff !!! so i grab a paper and mix it in to a ball and i make it something like a snow man XD . when the Buddhist music was started , everybody rush even quicker !!! they raise up the fire and some they pray for something , some thy just trow in the big flame of the fire. so , i pray to god ,(Jesus) in my hart i pray " Lord could you protect me and my mom ??? and pray that i won believe other god in Jesus name i pray Aman " then i quickly trow the paper snow man into the flame .



Next sine ,

when i went to a shop , i was finding a Job , then i ask a uncle from a shop and say , "can i work here ??? " the kind uncle say sure !! why not !!! then he call a boy , (Quit Good Looking ) and gave me the apron . then i forgotten what happen then........... SKIP !!!!!!





Next Next Sine ,



This is the crazy part , Remember the boy who gave me the apron !!! he is my boyfriend now !!! ( Boyfriend In Dream ) lolz ......... i remember he hold my hands , and we walk ........... (WeEeEE...........) and then we where in a house . a spoke house !!! when we go in , we saw there is plenty of empty rooms . it just like a maze !!! i remember , suddenly my boyfriend ( Boyfriend in dream ) say do "u love me ???" (WHAT !!!!) and i say " yes !!! Of course !!!! then he smile back to em and ........... he Kiss me ......... ( = = swt....... ) when we went in to a room , some floor there is a hole but u can't see its a hole or a ordinary floor !!! my boyfriend ( Boyfriend in dream )he walk in front so he led the way . then , when we where walking , we didn't notice there was a big hole in front of us !!! so , we continue waking , my boyfriend (Boyfriend In Dream ) fall down in the hole !!! i scream !!!! when i look down , there is no bold just a sound !!! ( boooop ) a dropping sound !!! i cry !!! then i ran out of the house and call someone for help !!!





I went to a shop , i call him but he didn't care me . i saw an image of me walking !!! just like a reaped !!! i saw my mom !!!! i ran at her then there is a guy follow us into the house. the guy walk 1st my mom walk second !! I'm still drooping tears !!! we walk in the room , ( Another room ) is the same thing !!!! i saw something its like a hole then i stop down , the guy and my mom didn't know that and they fall in to a whole i ran in front and cry again !!! i was thinking , I'm so stupid !!!! why i don't call them to stop !!!!!! oh no !!!! everybody who close to me died !!!!! maybe ........NEXT IS ME !!!!!!!! What Should I Gonna Do ????? HELP !!!!!!!


I ran to the room that my boyfriend ( Boyfriend In Dream ) that he died there , i touch the hole , the hole was close !!! there is no hole !!! then i ran back to my mom and the guy who has died ( Touch Wood Touch Wood !!!!! ) the hole has close too !!!! when i ran to a new room , there is like a new maze !!!! once someone fell into the trap the hole will close and you may go to another room !!!! until here , i woke up !!!! this dream is so scary !!!!! i can't believe that i would have a boyfriend in that dream !!!! haha ~~~~

find a Job is hard !!!

Thursday ,
12:18AM ,
Mid Night ,


Yesterday me and Wai Ling went to find a Job , Wai Ling sister went with us too . we found some but they need full time workers only . So we continue to find . after that , we went to The Mall and go in to a shop name VOIL. but they say they would contact us !!! In my mind , i was thinking , "Sure U All Wont Accept Us To Work There !!" T___T

Wednesday ,
2:16PM ,
Noon ,


Today I'm going interview . i really really hope that i could find a Job with my friend Wai Ling . Me and Wai Ling wanted to work for 1 month only.......



Wish me good luck !!!! I'm going..........


"Pray That They Would Accept Us To Work There .........."

Monday ,
10:49AM ,
Morning ,

Oh no !!!!! Wai Ling can't go camp !!!! she say she don't have the money to pay !!!! If she don't go , Yik Mun and Siew Li wouldn't fell like going !! Wai Ling !!!! u must go !!!!!
URGGGG............. pray that her sister can come back...... pray that her mom could borrow her money !!! pray that We Could Find A Job !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Actually today we supposed to go interview . Wai Ling say her sister can't take us go because she got extra class on Saturday . i wanna die already !!!! i can't work !!!! what also can't !!!! URGGGGGGGGGGG

Sunday ,
6:47PM ,
Rainy ,

Today lunch , my auntie take me and my cousins to a Indian mamak . 2 of my litter cousin eat with plate . me , my auntie and my older cousin eat with banana leaf .( we are not using plate to eat ) WOW..... I've nave seen it before !!! the banana leaf is so big !! haha ~~~ they use it as a plate !!



About 5:00PM ,my auntie toke me to the Putra LRT Station . I sat there about more then 3o minuets . When i reach Damai , i saw the sky was very dark !! when i reach Wangsa Maju , i come out of the train , then the rain was so heavy !!! ( i was thinking ) "oh no ....... i can't go back !! its such a heavy rain !! " then i wait near the bridge . Then i started to pray to god in my hart . when i finish praying , few minus later , the rain slowly getting smaller !! WOW !! its amazing !!!! then i went down and wait for the bus to arrive . when the bus is here , i sat and go back home .... Thank God for stopping the rain . Thank God for the save journey back home . Jesus is so amazing !!!

happy ............

Saturday ,
9:38PM ,
Night ,



Today my church has a music workshop !! we can learn instrument there !! we got drum , vocal , bass , piano , guitar . i learn drums !! do u know why i chose drum ?? haha ~~~ its because bass and guitar , my sister knows it !! and she can teach me !! piano i know !! singing , i always sing at home ...... XD although my sister know drum , but we don't have any drum set !! so , i try to learn drum . some of the people chose to play guitar and some people chose to play piano . not only me who learn drums there !! Jadeline , Johnathan , Markus ,a guy !! ( i don't know his name ) out leader ( the people who are going to teach us ) , Nigel Tay , he is good in drums !! he teach us to play . wow !!!!! i didn't know that drums are so complicated !!! others play very well except for me !! T____T . But .... it was fun !!! i think drum is cool ..... well.... sometimes when your sad or angry , u can Bang Bang Bang the drums !! XD haha ~~~~~

fun in school

Saturday ,
9:27PM ,
Night ,


When it was friday , i went to school . we do a volcano . we use dough , and a glass . wow..... it's so cool !!! the thing just blast !!! XD when we finish rises , my teacher say got VIP is cumming so sit at the hall . guess who come to out cool ........ its chef wan !! the Malaysian famous chef !! haha ~~~~ he talk about history , and how he turn famous . wahaha~~~~ and he say until finish school . we where so so tired because it is so long my legs was cram !!!

weird dream

Thursday ,
11:41AM ,
Morning ,


should i freak out again ??? guess wad I've dream again !!! Chang Chang Chang Chang ........... I've dream that I've already pregnant !!! crazy !!! do u know what i tell my mom in the dream !!! i say "mom , now i'm still young , i don't wanna be pregnant !! " = = swat ......... then all of a suddenly , that time the dream is really very real !!! haha ~~~ but when i woke up , all is just a dream !!!!




PS : I'm not pregnant in real life now !!!! XD

My 1st Time Baskin Robbin

Wednesday ,

11:59PM ,

Midnight ,

Yesterday i went out with my school friends Wai Ling ,Yik Mun and Jia Chee . 1st i went to Yik Mun's house then Jia Chee already at Yik Mun's house !! so , we went to the Monorail to find Wai Ling . That time was Supper hot !!!! The sun !!! Is burning like in desert !!! so , we take the monorail to Time Square . we quickly go to Neway to book a place . ( Neway is a karaoke ) when we where at the neway , Yik Mun went to talk to the person at the counter and tell her that we wanted to book a room . so then , they guide us to the ROOM number. (Our Room Number Is 59)so , we go in to the room and Sing sing sing then there is a guy come in and ask us to order food , we order then we continue sing sing sing sing eat eat eat XD

We sang until 2PM+++ then we decided to watch a movie , but there is no movie that we wanted to see . when we where walking , i saw a Baskin Robbin , so i said "Why not we try eat Baskin Robbin ??? i didn't eat that ice-cream brand before ." then we go there i seen the prise . it is so expansive !! it almost cost me RM15 for 1 cup of ice-cream . i tell wai ling say that i don't wanna eat now because it is too expansive . But Wai Ling say is ur 1st time just try it !! then i say OK . so i take a Low Fat Berry ( Is Blue In Colour ) and a ........ i don't know what its call XD ( It Is In Purple and Little Yellow In Colour ) the girl ask me what favour i want.the girl say there is chocolate , pineapple , strawberry and caramel . i chose caramel . when i eat finish , I've take a pic of my ice- cream cup !!!

hehe ~~~~ I've finish it !!!

I'm Just A kid

Wednesday ,
11:55PM ,
Midnight ,


I love to play Pokemon games , watch cartoon , act cute .......... Do i look like a 12 years old to you all ??? ( don't compare about my size ) what does kids like ??? sweets , ice-cream , toys ....... i like them too .sometimes i go for a shop , i will go Toys"R"Us to play those toys !!!
( Sometimes Only ) wakakak ~~~~~ like to play those toys because they got some cute sound and you can press the button and the weird sound will come out or they will sing some songs . I like different sweets , i like caramel !! caramel is so cool !! i like different colour of ice-cream . i like Baskin Robbin because the ice cream is so delicious and colourful .


so , in my mother's heart , I will be her Big Baby forever !!! = =

stress again !!!!

Wednesday ,
7:04PM ,
Night ,


I'm so happy that Wai Ling is going to camp with me now !!! haha ~~~~ but i must wait for Yik Mun and Siew Li's parents to accept them to go . I wanted to sleep in Room because i nave sleep before . i think room is kinda cool XD . But i scare my auntie don't let me sleep room because is much expansive then the doom . The Room cost about RM180 and doom is RM140 for 5days 4night . and i don't know how!!!I don't know how to give my auntie the money .



URRRRRRRGGGGGG ........ Why We Always Stress About Things ??? I wan A Happy Life !!!!

scare scare ~~~~~

Wednesday ,
6:53PM ,
Almost Gonna Be a Dark Sky ,



In this holiday , i wanna go interview !! But i scare those people won't accept me !! i wanna pray that Wai Ling can work with me !! If VOI only want 1 person to work , maybe i will not go there and work !!! but its really near my grandmother's house !! Wai Ling wanted to work somewhere near Hang Tuan, but i will spend allot of my money to go there !!! i think Wai Ling will no big deal because she got a Touch 'N Go card !! haiz ~~~~~ that time i was stress of PMR exam , now stress of Work !!!

LORD ~~~~~~~~~~~ Please Help me !!!!

giniyeas ~~~~~~

Wednesday ,

1:45PM ,

Noon ,

Today i sleep over at my grandma's place ,when i wanted to go back , i went out and sit on a long brigs , all of the suddenly , i was thinking , i remember when i sit here , my dog will go over my legs and wan me to scratch her back !!! but ...... sh is not here ~~~~ I've lost my precious dog .I so miss her !!! i love her very much !!! when i think back , i fell like crying because she is my 1st pet !! my best friend !!! giniyeas ~~~~ I will miss u very much !!! you will be my history for ever !!!

URG ~~~~~

Friday ,
11:55AM ,
Morning ,

Why does some parents are so weird ??? Why my mum call me to wear or do something that I don't like ??? She is driving me crazy !!! I wan freedom !!! I wan to be my self !!! i wanna chose the cloth that i like to wear !!! But ........ I will still always love her .......... some of my friends like my mom because she is a friendly mom , but sometimes they don't know that she is abit kind of bossy !! and always like to creat something weird .


i disk like people control what i eat !! althou i'm fat , but she is controling my life !! When i was eating something , she say SHARE SHARE SHARE..................... Then when she say she wan to eat , she take some then she gave it to my mom's frien( Is A Guy ) !!! [ HEY!!!! she say she wanted to eat then she give it to her friend !!! LIER ] thats wad i hate !!!! she sometimes lie to me ALOT !!! i love to cook !!! i hate people mass up my cooking !!! i wanna cook my way !!!!! URG .....

Huraaaaayyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday ,
12:11AM ,
Mid Night ,


Yeah ~~~~~ I'm so happy 2day !!! because my 2 of my friends are going to camp with me !!! haha ~~~~~ but i must give them the forum for the camp to let their parents to see !!! haha ~~~ But , i still go 1 more friend !! she must go !!! i hope that we can sleep in room !!!

PMR ~~~~~~~

Monday ,
3:41PM ,
Noon ,

Today is the 1st day of PMR . I'm s nerves !! scare........ when i wake up in the morning , i start to make my breakfast to school . Then i call my mom to find my IC , my mom say she can't find it !!! i was so confuse that time and i don't know what to do !! I MUST find my IC if not i can't go for an exam !!!! Arrrr........ Now i don't know what to do !!!! so , i go and find !!!! when i can't find my IC , i totally drop a few tiers ~~~~ because PMR is a big exam for form 3 !! if i can't go for PMR , I WILL BE TOTALLY DEAD !!!!!


Then , when i was finding , i pray 2 GOD , i pray that will found my IC soon ...... 20++ minus later , my mom found my IC in my polo luggage . I was so happy !!!! so then , i thanks to god that help me to find it !!! I'm so happy that i can go for PMR now .






In School :


I told my friends about this morning . I'm glad that I've found it !!!! i told my friends that !!
then its time for us to go up to our class. the Penolong Pengawas who is our teacher of the day ( Short Form : PPT) call our class in . So i take my pancil and sit down . when the time has past , the PPT pass us the BM paper 1 ( Bahasa Malaysia Paper 1 ) then she explain the rules and regulation . she say we can start writing now . Then we start . when the time almost up , i haven finish yet !!! so the page 12 or 13 i try to simply circle !! because i really no time !!!! when i finish my paper , then the PPT say stop writing !! whew ...... that was a close call ......


Recess :

Heheh ........ I'm eating the breakfast that I've made it this morning !!! its 2 hot dogs and my home made mushroom soup !!! ( I Made It My Self !!! ) then i eat it but ..... the mushroom soup is a litter ..... Erm ~~~~~~ Yuck ...... Because today 2 rush for the IC , my mom take a Tupperware and She didn't Wast it !!!! = = and its got the taste of the plastic !!! yuck !!!!


Back To The Class :

haiz ....... now s fer the BM paper 2 !!!!! its sux !!!! coz its really heard !!!! I really don't know how 2 do it !!!! haiz ~~~~~


haha ~~~~ today we finish school at 11:30AM !!! wa ~~~~~ so good ...... only Form 3 can go back at 11:30AM ~~~~~ but others must go back on 2:30PM !!! haha ~~~~








I went out with Wai Ling to JJ because she wanted to help swee ling to buy cakes for someone special ~~~~~ so , company her ...... haha ~~~~ i buy 2 California Roll and a chicken sandwich !!!! I've eat it now !!! wa ~~~~ so full .....

haiz ~~~~ Tomoro me must 4 o'clock only can go back !!! T____T hope i can do the Exams paper ~~~~~ PMR ~~~~ faster over !!!!!!

So happy 2day !!!!!!!

Monday ,

8:42PM ,

Night ,

2day is the best day !!!!! coz ........

i bough a new phone !!!!!! it is sony ericsson K610i ....... so cool !!!!!

^^ i'm so happy !!!!!

The pic =

Break le !!!!!! He is my X le !!!!!!!!

Tuesday ,
7:25PM
Night ,


I've forgotten to mention that !!!!! I've already break up with SKY !!!!he play me !!! he got another GF !!! he is a freaking play boy !!!! haiz ~~~~ but NVM lo !!!!!! 刺一点他会有报应 !!!!! 他自是死期还没到 !!!!!!


Me break with SKY le thn 1 weeks or 3 days later ...... me and noob 2gather le !!!!! don't say me No BF I Will Die !!!!!! is just that i like noob since when i meet him in o2jam !!!! XD just that he got GF oni !!!! XD



SKY.......... don't think u find me thn me chat vit u thn means I've already forgive u !!!!! in my heart !!!! i didn't forgive u AT ALL !!!!!!!!


Hurt me B4 de ppl i won forgive thm de !!!!!! yes !!!!! u r my enemy !!!!!!

Again and angain ~~~~~

Tuesday ,
7:03PM ,
Night ,



Me and noob been together about half month le ~~~~~~~~
I'm half happy and half sad when 2gather vit him !!!! coz he is not a good person at all !!!! but he is funny sometimes ~~~~~he is a very love face de ppl !!! some times me just like him as i like my X like that !!!! hate him and love him always !!!! 最爱最恨都是你。。。。。。。。。 sometimes his attitude is really very bad !!!!! he is a guy who very easy to get jealous !!!! he don't wanna let his fwands know that me and him 2gather coz of he dun wanna let the skul fwands and fwands laugh at him ~~~~~~ T.T haiz ~~~~~ i think this can call 地下情 ( Means in a Relation ship that no 1 knows ) i think ~~~~ XD

But ~~~~~ only Helen knows !!! she knows me and noob 2gather !!!
Helen is my lou po ( Means wife ) [ ply ply de] and she is noob de Kai Mui (Means God sister )
i nave seen noob before !!! he lives in JB knows as Johor Baru ~~~~

last time , I've say to my self !!!! don't accept a guy that nave seen my self b4 !!!! BUT ..... I've brook my promise !!! haiz ~~~~ now i dono he's real life person is a good guy or a bad guy !!!!

SAD ~~~~~~~~

Anti-Wasting !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday ,
6:46PM ,
Noon ,








By Now !!!!! i won't waist food !!!!!! who waist food i will tell thm !!!! do u know??? in this world , they got allot of children was suffer of hunger !!!!! we already can eat is already so lucky !!! I'm so sad of those children was from around the world !!!





Thanks to World Vision !!!! its change my life !!! when my church hold a 30 Hour Famine (Means no food in 3o Hours ) , this activity is to let us know how the pain , the hunger that thous who no food fell !!!!








I like a song name "Tomorrow 明天孩有希望" its sang by Malaysian artist !!! its a wonderful and touching song !!!! BUT, its so hard to find it in Ares ~~~~~I only can find it on Youtube !!!!


well ~~~~~ better thn can't find !!!! XD





this is some of those World Vision pic ======

==============Tomorrow 明天孩有希望==============

I wanna b free ~~~~~

Monday ,
6:15PM ,
Noon ,


haiz ~~~~ i so miss singel now ~~~~
he say he like 2 find her GF 1 times oni de !!!!
wad thy of BF is him !!!!
URRRRGGGG
no use de lar ~~~~
i tell him that !!!
but he keep on say sorry ~~~
wad if my kai jie find out !!!
she will realy scold me !!!!
she will say y i find this kin of BF de ~~~~
= =
haiz ~~~~
i wanna b singel again
T_____T

I Hade A Bad Dream ~~~

Tuesday ,
12:55PM ,
Noon ,


Today i had a bad dream !!!when i started to sleep in my sister's room i will get those weird dreams.

Well...... today i dream of my church friends !!! actually , i had 3 kind of dream today.




The 1ST Dream


when i went to a shopping mall , i was walking , then suddenly there is a bunch of teenager just around my age , there is boys and girls there !! they started to look at me . when i look at them , the say something about me !!! just like gossip !! i walk quickly because of i wanted to get far away from them !!! suddenly i fell down !!! they laugh, and say I'm such a stupid !!!

so , i scold them and say " how can you laugh at me like that !!!! u more stupid and idiot then me lo...... " i can't believe i scold them like that !!!! and my legs are shaking !! one of the girls come near me n say what did i say just now . I repeat again that i say just now . she slap me just like touching my face !!! her slap is not like those movies they slap so hard !! i can't believe she does that to me !! so , I'm angry !!! i don't care she slap me how hard !!! so , i slap her !!!! i slap her twice as hard as her !!! she get angry and her friends saw what i did !! they where shock !!! i quickly ran and suddenly i wake up !!!! Because of my mother friend call my cell phone just for finding my mom !!!! URG......... he mass up all my beauty sleep !!! then i sleep again ......




The 2ND Dream

Now , i was at home !!! my mom cook dinner for my family .suddenly , the door bell ring !!
my mom open it !! guess wad !!! the people who ring the door is the guy that i like 3/2 years !!!
i was shock !!!! y he will come to my house ??? But .... he is not alone !!!! he was holding a girls hand !!! its her Girl friend !!! my heart was down !! ow well ~~~~ ARR........ i wake up again !!! i can't dream of the guy i love again !!!! so sad ~~~~ ow ~~~ i wake up because I'm too cold !!! haha .....

The 3TH Dream

This dream is fun + weird !!!!

In this dream , I remember i was in a car , Peter's car !!( peter is my church friend ) in his car , there is Jessica ,me and one more guy !! i forgotten his name !! when peter where driving , suddenly there is a bunch of boys stop the car !! they call my friend ( the Anonymous ) out of the car !! they wanted to hit him !!! but i hold him n call my friend to go in the car !! the guy who wanna hit my friend is just a kid !!! he is about 11 or 12 years old !! he wanted to hit me !!! but i hold him and then slap him !! slap him there is 2 car !!! peter went to the another car !!! so , nobody is gonna drive a norther car !!!! i go drive it !!! although I'm only 15+ , i can drive ( only in the dream ) !!! i started to drive !!! it is so hard to drive !!! i think that is manual !!! i know how to drive in auto because once i dream of driving car also !!! is much essayer then this dream !!! so , i think is manual !!! i drive half way , i saw a big Toyota it is teeyee (Church Friend ) !!!! she look at me !!! in a wired face . haha....... she ask me why i was driving !! she quickly drive us out of the road !!!

suddenly , she call me and Jessica to walk !! when we where walking , i saw allot of people !!! looking down !!! their face where white !! i don't care at all !!! i just keep holding Jessica's hand !!! and we walk !!! we walk until a small walkway that nobody is there !!!so , we walk !! is just like a Cross road !!! when we where walking straight line , the right side there is 2 people where walking !!!! they where white and looking down again !!!! i heard a voice coming out from the left side of the walkway !!! when i see there !!! there is another 2 white people again !!!But , there is an lady calling "Mei Xing.....Mei Xing........." i saw the lady taking a bamboo stick and hit a litter girl's leg !!! i ask Jessica why those boys come after the boy ( the anonymous) ??? she tell me the story !!! she say he saw a girl name Mei Xing and blah blah blah......... ( i forgotten what she say )
i was shock !!! i tell her that just now the walk way there is a lady calling Mei Xing !!! she say ya !!!!

Now we where at a road with car and some shops !!! but the shop are close !!!! is just like a quiet town !!! when we here walking , i saw another walkway just on the left of me !!! when i see in side the walkway , i say there is a old man wearing a chocolate shirt Little broken where hanging there !!!! suddenly i heard "Mei Xing........ Mei Xing Ar........."i ask Jessica " did you heard that ??? did you saw that ??? " she say ya !!! she heard and saw everything !!!! when we slowly turn back , is a litter girl !!! the eyes where so big and just like popping out !!! when we look at her , she turn back and hide at the corner !!!! so , we continue to walk . When we walk few steps , the girl follow us !!! we walk and look back !!!! then i say "Stop Following Us !!!!" she didn't care !!! so , we walk faster and faster !!! she still follow us !!! i get even scare !!! when we started o run , she run with us !!! i turn back and i shout " STOP FOLLOWING US !!!!!!!!!!" then i wake up !!!! when i wake up , my heart was pounding !!!! i sit on the bed and think !!!! y that Mei Xing girl doing ???? why she keep on following me ??? so , i don't care and i go Wash up my self !!!




So , i wanted to write what i was dreaming so that everybody can know what weird dream i was dreaming !!!what is the meaning about this dream !!!!

what the ~~~~~

Monday ,
2:53AM ,
Mid Night ,


Finally i say break up with him !!! but he rejected me from breaking up !!!! when he trying to say this , i don't fell a thing !!! but i fell scare and hate him !!!! when he say THOSE WORDS !!! I will always remember in my mind !!!! ALWAYS !!!! i won 4give him when he say those words !!!!

I can't believe he is those guys !!!! those guy that love those things !!!! i really scare now !!!! i hate those ppl n now !!!! my BF are those !!! IV say NO allot of time when he call me to answer his question !!!!

Why does some boys like all this ???? so disappointed !!!!!

Heart pain all the way ~~~~~

Monday ,
1:42AM ,
Mid Night ,


my heart pain because of u !!!!
u make me pain !!!!
this day i thinking of suicide my self !!!!
but i can't !!!!
when i was cooking , i was looking at the knife !!! i wanted to take the knife suicide !!! BUT.....
i think of my family , my friends , my kor , mui ,jie ,di and those ppl who care of me !!!! i think hard !!!! so , i didn't do it !!!! but , my heart keep pain all the way !!!!

now ...... I'm no longer the happy XiaoFishBall !!!!

NOW..... I'm the only XiaoFishBall with a painful heart !!!!
i always wanted to cry !!!
but i can't !!!!
my tiers can't come out !!!!
all my tiers trap in my heart !!!!
the thing is crying is my heart !!!!

can't b happy when i didn't let u go !!!!

when i laugh so happy , but..... my happiness will gone when i reach back home !!! n my sadness will start all over n over again !!!!

臭男人 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday ,
1:21AM ,
Mid Night ,

为什么么那么多男人想做 leh ????
y some thy like 2 play girls de leh ???
y some gals also like 2 play bois de leh ????
u all this PLY BOI PLY GALS NAVE THINK OF PPL DE GAN SOU DE MA ????
u all xiao xin 1 day let ppl ply de gan sou la !!!!
is so suffering !!!!

ply liao yi ge yiu yi ge !!!!
y u yi jiao ta liang chuan leh ????
u all got so big legs ma ~~~~~
or u all got alot of legs de .........

DUI LEI QI SAM YAT PIN LEI DONG NGO QI GAO LAN SIN ARR NOW !!!!

IF U DON'T AGREE WHAT I'M SAYING , JUST THINK OF UR SELF LA !!!!
THINK U ALL GOT PLY HOW MANY PPL B4 ONI COME N SCOLD ME !!!!

Gei ni men wan de ren ni yi wei hen xuang arr ~~~~~
ni gei ren jia diao cai xuang la !!!!

HATE PLY BOIS N PLY GALS !!!!
AND I HATE DI 3 ZHE !!!!!

HEN SI NI ~~~~~~~

Tuesday ,
11:34PM ,
Night ,


ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR


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wu duan duan gao dao zhe yang !!!! ni la !!!! rang wo zhe ji tian yu fan !!!!
ni arr ni arr ~~~~
ni ye shi yi ge de !!!
wu duan duan shuo yao kan sheng meh jieak ~~~~
haiz ~~~~~
fan si ren la !!!!!
wo yi jing gou fan le la !!!!
fan zhe PMR
fan zhe ni
fan zhe ta
fan zhe qian !!!!
jia yi jing mei qian yong le !!!!
nian wo qu xue xiao de ling yong qian dou jian le !!!!


xiaofishball arr xiaofishball ~~~~
ni dao di yao zhen yang cai neng du hao ni de shu leh ????
zhen yang cai neng de dao ni de yuan wang leh ???
yao nu li eh ~~~~~
zai kao shi bu yao jiang hua shui jiao le !!!!
T____________________T
sui ran jia li yi jing mei qian gei ni bu xi huo mei de gei ni wan gang qing ,
lao shi dou bu dong fang le ni zai nah yi ge di wei le ~~~~
bu ming bai de shi hou wen lao shi , lao shi you shuo ni yi zi bu ting ke , shuo yi sheng meh dou bu hui !!!
ke shi , wo you shi zhen de shi bu ming bai ma !!!! lao shi you shuo bu ming bai de hua jiu yao wen !!!! wo wen le yiu gi ren jia ma !!!! dao di ni yao wo zhen yang neh ???? wo zi shi yao kao hao wo de ma lai wen , su xue he KH jiu ke yi le !!!!!!

ni yi jing bu xiao le la ~~~~~
bu yao zai zhe yi yang zi le la ~~~~~
yi hou da le hai you hen duo dong xi rang mian dui de !!!!
yi hou hui you gen duo da shi yao zhuo !!!!
yi hou jiu bu hui xiang xian zai de ni zai kai xin de wan le la !!!!!
bu yao shang xin le la ~~~~

mei you yi tian ni hui mei shang xin guo de !!!!
mei yi ge ren yi ding hui ji tian you jing guo shang xin de shi qi !!!!
yiu you kai xin de !!!!
xuan le la ~~~~~
nu li zhuo gong ke bah !!!!
bu yao sui gei ren jia kan !!!!!
ni yi ding yao jia yiu !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~GAMBATEH ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

4ever miss piano class ~~~

Thursday ,
12:42PM ,
Mid Night ,

my sis n my mom called me 2 stop piano class coz v don't have the money 2 pay !!!
even the streamix also wanna cut !!!

haiz ~~~~

but nvm ~~~~
luckily got new open CC downstairs !!!





he ~~~~
SMS me le ~~~~
he call me hi lao po !!!
i nave coi him coz my HP out of credit liao
XD
thn few mins later , he SMS say wei lao po ~~~~
i still nave coi him !!!
haiz ~~~
if i got money thn 100% i will reply de lo ~~~~
2day when i come back frm skul , he SMS me !!!
he always call me miao miao
T_____T
( Hate It )

thn he gib me a kiss

XD

= =
but if i nave replay he won call me de meh ???
haiz ~~~
nvm lu ~~~~
he got SMS me thn can le hor ~~~
better thn plying hide n seek game with me !!!


haha ~~~~
i can't belive that i'm still in love vit him !!!
XD
( Gud Thing )

that time say wanna break coz he nave find me !!! now when he SMS me , i fell happy !!!
= =
dono y ~~~
haiz ~~~
XD

CURRY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Saturday ,
8:35PM ,
Night ,

haha ~~~
i finally try 2 cook the curry frm my mom !!!!
thnks 2 my mom that teach me how !!!
Curry is so easy 2 cook !!!
now i oni know
XD
noob huh ~~~~
XD

last time i though curry is very very hard 2 cook !!!

next time i wanna try 2 cook Philippians curry !!!
^^
try n see ~~~~~
see nice a not
XD

n thn i wanna try 2 cook mini bacon egg tart ~~~~
hehe ~~~~~

hope i can cook well
XD

伤心的一天~~~~~~

Friday ,
6:34PM,
Noon ,

我决定了 !!!!
我还是跟你分手比较好 !!!
因为你这机天根本没找我了。。。。
这机天我想了又想 !!!!
你跟本不关心我 !!!!
你没当过我是你女友了是吗 ???
你上网了我看看你会说什么 !!!!
看你回找我吗 !!!!
不然的话 ， 我会题出分手 !!!!
我以经想到头痛了 !!!!
不想在痛下去了!!!!

u broke my heart !!!!

Thursday ,
12:00AM
Mid Night ,

u'v broken my heart !!!!
yesterday u nave SMS me at all !!!
GOT got SMS !!!
i SMS u u oni reply ma !!!
= =
你让我失望 !!!!
我不想在痛下去了 !!!
好恨你 !!!!
你不好好的珍稀人家 !!!!
阿阿阿阿阿阿。。。。。。



想来想去。。。。。
你是不是有另一个了 ???

阿阿阿阿。。。。。。。。
想到头都痛!!!!!

如果让我自到的话，我一定会恨死你!!!!!
恨你们这些臭男人玩我感情的 !!!!!
恨死你们阿!!!!!!!!

fainaly~~~~

Tuesday ,
7:41PM ,
Night ,

Finally u already SMS me !!!!
u say u this day BZ !!!!
ok~~~~
BZ ~~~~
that is ur alasan !!!
= =
should i accept it ???
= =
ow well~~~~
BZ coz working !!!
ok lo ~~~ at least u working !!!

but.... u work u also can SMS me n tell me everyday de ma = =
haiz~~~~~
dono u la ~~~~
= =



ok !!!
i SMS u back !!
i ask u
r u working ~~~
u say yes !!!
thn i say i don't fan u 1st u go work la !!!



see after u got SMS/CALL me back bo !!!
= =

see in ur heart realy got me bo !!!
see r u a 工作狂 anot !!!!

dui nan sheng you yi dian fan gan le ~~~~ zhem meh ban ......

Monday ,
11:29PM ,
Night ,


ni shuo guo de hua wo dou ji zhe le !!!!
dao xian zai ni HAI SHI MEI ZHUO DAO !!!!!
wei sheng meh yi xie nan sheng shuo guo le jiu zhuo bu chu ne ???
ming ming jiu da ying le !!!!
jing tian xuan lai yi jing 3/4 tian ni yi jing mei da gei wo le !!!
ni dao di fa shen sheng meh shi qing le ???
ni lian SMS dou mei send guo lai !!!!
hai shi ni you ling yi ge le ???
ni zi shi xiang deng wo shuo fen shou er yi ???
ru guo ni yao fen de hua jiu da dan shuo arr !!!!


WO ZHEN DE ZHEN DE BU XIANG ZAI GEI REN JIA WAN WO GAN QING LE !!!!!
YOU YI JU GUAN DONG HUA JIAO


NGO DUI LEI QI SAM YAT PIN LEI TONG NGO QI GAO LAN SIN !!!!

ni shi bu shi zhe yang ne ???

Heng ~~~~~~

xuan le ~~~~
gen TB yiu bu shi
gen nan sheng yiu bu shi ~~~~
zhuo lou gu po yiu bu shi
XD

haiz ~~~~~~
hao nan ren bu dong fei qu na li le la ~~~~~~

T_________________T

So Miss Captain Ball Now !!!!!

Sunday ,
6:19PM ,
Noon ,

haiz ~~~~~
the COPA IBA Captain Ball is already over !!!!
so miss it now !!!!

v have 3 teams !!!!
1st Senior Team ( under 23 years old ) { most of them are 16 n above }
2ND Mix Team ( under 23 years old ) { 13 2 23 mix 2gether }
3Th Junior Team ( under 16 years old )

I'm in the Mix Team

The Senior Team lose all 4 games
The Mix Team [ my team ] lose 2 win 2
The Junior win 4 games




-" The Knock Out Challenge"-


The Senior N Mix Team has bean knock !!!!
Junior won the game !!!
thy win the trophy !!!

CONGRATS Junior !!!!
finally out church got the trophy frm the COPA IBA !!!!
in all this years v nave take any trophy !!!
well ~~~~
thnks 2 the Junior !!!
lets try next year !!!!
most of the Junior are going 2 the Senior Team next year !!!
XD

yi ban kai xin yi ban shang xin ~~~~~

Thursday ,
10:58PM ,
Night ,

ru guo wo zai shang zhe MSN, deng yu wo zai xiang lian ni , deng zhe ni on9 ........
jing tian wo zhong yu kan dao ni on9 le !!!!
xin li man gao xin de !!!!
ni jiu gen wo tan tian !!!!
tan le yi xia ,wo de ge ge jing lai fang jian !!!!
ta yao wan dian nao le ~~~~~
wo hao bu kai xin de rang ta wan !!!!
nah shi wo yi qu ke ting shi , wo zai deng zhe ni de dian hua huo SMS ......
deng lai deng qu ni dou mei xiao xi !!!!
hao xiang lian ni o ~~~~
dao le xian zai !!!!
wo on9 shi ~~~~
mei kan dao ni !!!!
wo zhen de hao xiang gen ni tan tian neh !!!!
mei chi wo men tan dao hao hao shi , bu shi de hua jiu shi ni yao qu qi huo wo de jie jie / ge ge hui lai !!!! wo men de shi jian zhen de bu shi he neh !!!!
T_____T
wo zhen de xiang gen ni tan dao hao hao de o ~~~~~

Yue Lai Yue Leng Le ~~~~

Thursday ,
4:46PM
Noon ,

wo yue lai yue dui ni leng dan le ~~~~~
ni ke yi dui wo hao yi dian ma ???
ni ke yi guan xin yi xia wo ma ???
ni ke yi pei wo ma ????
wo men zhen de shi bu xiang zai yi qi neh !!!!
yi dian dou bu xiang qing nv ~~~~~
ke shi wo hai shi hui ai ni de !!!!
wo zi shi xiang ni kan xia wo , pei zhe wo , an wei wo .......
ni ye zhe yi xie dou zhuo bu dao ma ???
ni shuo guo zai yi qi de shi hou ni hui hao hao de zhao gu wo de !!!!
ni shuo hui gen bu tong peng you geng hao !!!!!


KE SHI ~~~~~



WO YI DIAN DOU MEI GAN JUE DAO NI SHI YUE LAI YUE HAO !!!!!
= =
yi tian yi tian de guo le ~~~~~~~
ni yi jing 3 tian mei da lai le ~~~~~
hao cai ni zhuo tian de ban ye ni you da lai !!!!!
haiz ~~~~~~~
wo xiang wen ni yi ju !!!!!!!
ni dao di you wo zai ni xin li ma ????
ni shi bu shi bu xi huan wo le .......

wo bu xiang bei ren chen wei ta de wan ju huo la ji !!!!
WO BU XIANG ZAI GEI REN WAN LE !!!!!!!!!

The 1st Day i Meet Him ~~~~~

Friday ,
8:26PM ,
Night ,

the 1st day i meet my lao gong zai ~~~~~
hehe ~~~~~
the 1st time i look at him ,
he got a BIG BIG eyes neh !!!!
so cute !!!!

when v started 2 walk , he grab my hands tight !!!
when he wanna go back , i take him 2 the short cut !!!
thn he kiss my hand , thn he started 2 kiss me on my mouth XD ~~~~
hehe ~~~~
that time me dono what 2 do neh !!!!
so shork !!!!
hehe ~~~~



just wanna day that
lao gong ~~~~~
lub eu nor ~~~~~
muacksxXxXx ~~~~~~~~

The Love Of Me n Him ~~~~

Thursday ,
2:41PM ,
Noon ,

On Yesterday onwords , Sky is my lao gong lu ~~~~~
haiz ~~~~~
althhou i diden see him B4 n i tell every1 that i wanna have a BF that seen B4 !!!
i'v lie !!!!

atualy v realy are goingout n meet each other !!! but he say he is BZ coz of his uncle ask him about working !!! is realy sad that he keep on say that 2 times !!!
But i will 4give him !!! not oni coz he is my BF , is just that he is realy BZ !!!!
so i won Bi Ta Lai De Arr !!!!
Mian Qiang Dui Fang Ye Mei Yong de !!!
so i will say NVM next time oni come out !!!!
still got planti of time !!!!
haiz > <

BBQ night Picture

The BBQ night ~~~~~on 12/7/08

Sunday ,
6:20PM ,
Noon ,

yesterday i have BBQ Party at the sweming pool below my house!!!
Wai Ling , Swee Lie ,Swee Ling , Siew Li , Yen Ting ,Yin Kun , Jia Chee N Yik Mun where there !!!




on te morning i wad kinda excited !! when i wake up , my first thing 2 do i ON9~~~~ = =
thn i go wosh up my self !!! until about 11:30AM +++ Siew Li finaly came 2 my house !!!
thn we try 2 ply piano n thn v went to the park n ply !!! thn i take her go 2 the swiming pool n look around . When v went back 2 the park , we try 2 phone Wai Ling .... when wai ling pick up the phone , she say she is walking !!!! thn i say where she r now !!! thn she say she is under my house ( means ground flor ) !!! thn i say Har ~~~~~ v at the park liao !!! thn she say ok ~~~~thn when i take thm 2 my house. thn v watch Tong Sam Fung Bou (DVD)!!! sudenly Yik Mun phone !!! thn v 3 went down again !!!
Wai Ling call me n Siew Li go hide !!! thn v hide already . So, wai ling go help Yik Mun take the BBQ stuf !!! when thy reach the life , i run out n frighten Yik Mun !!! HAHA~~~~ u should see her face =x .......thn ve went up n put the things nicely !!!

now , Yin Kun call ~~~~~ she told me B4 say that she will w8 us near Chong Hua Primary Skul !!! when v reach there thn Yin Kun Arive !!!! v went to the pool n start our things !!! when i n wai ling wanna go up n take the table n stuff down 2 cut the web 4 the BBQ , The Stupid Freaking Life Was Stuck At 2nd Flor = =....... ah dui ~~~~~i stay at 12 flor leh ~~~~ lazy 2 climb up T_______T
haiz.... no choise liao...... both life spoiled already !!!! when v did chouse the stares !! thn when v take the stuff thn i , siew li n yin kun wen't up again 2 take the food !!! next , swee lie n swee ling arive !!!! thy take the live up coz the live sudenly was work !!! thn v help 2 carried the stuff to the BBQ place !!! when v reach there , Yen Ting wad there 2 !!!! thn , put up the choco n stuff !!!!
SUDENLY THE RAINE START = = haiz~~~~ v take some stuff n cover it !!! when the rain stop , v hurry go start the fire !!! thn v take some chicken wing N some Cheeses SauSage 2 cooked !!! it was so fun !!!! almost 7PM+++ , v wanna ply but swee ling n wai ling where cooking !!! some are plying vit the phone , some bluetooth songs 2 thm .... thn yik mun start 2 take some ice n put in my cloth !!!! i just stay still n let her put !!!! thn she say y me no rasa de~~~~ i say me veli song !!!!! put more put more !!! = = she za dao liao !!! haha ~~~~ thn i join her !!! i go take some ice n put into everybody's cloth inside !!! XD ~~~~thn sudenly , wai ling push siew li in the pool~~~~ haha ~~~~~ when siew li go change my cloth , v go carried siew li again v throw her in the pool n thn v take wailing also !!! DAME SHE'S HAVY =X wakakakak ~~~~ v carried her n throw her in the pool akk of us 1 by 1 pushed in XD~~~~ that wad so fun !!!! almost until 9PM +++ , Jia Chee Come !!!! v so happy that she got come !!! until the end , v cleen the stuff n thn v went back ~~~~~~

m i in loOoVvEeEE ~~~~~~ / stupid X

Friday ,
10:55PM ,
Night ,


haiz~~~~~
me is a hua hua gong zu neh !!!
i dono !!! T____T cham !!
i like a guy almost 2 years le !!!
when i see him i fell like there is 10 arrow shorting my heart !!!
my heart is pounding !!!
he is a cute , funny , handsome , charming , good guy !!!
he is just my type of guy !!!
he plys a lot of instrument , BUT ..... v seldom talk 2 each other !!
i so wish that he can talk 2 me 1 day !! care about me , teach me , tell joke to me ......
i really can't find a guy that is suitable 4 me !!! coz all the guy is just like the looks of the girl !!!
when thy see a ugly frog thy will run !!! i just wanna have a real live BF the BF that seen me b4 !!! the BF that don't mind the way i look !!!
i don't wanna have a BF that looks like my X !!
thy ply me , thy 1 me because of my pic .......
i hate thm that way !!!
this days there is so litter GOOD guys !!!
where did the good guys go ???
now this days got a lot of PLY BOI N PLY GAL !!!
some ppl say that i have 6 XBF n mostly i dump thm N thy think I'm a PLY GAL !!!

NO !!!!!!

thy make me dump thm in the 1st place !!!!
thy make me do it !!!!!
the
2nd XBF he ply me n she have a GF that already been 2gether 2 years !!!

3rd XBF he is a guy that is so horny !!! ( stupid )

4th XBF he dump me !!! coz of she like a norther girl !! thn when i go MSN he chat vit me thn i put a new pic , he think i'm CUTE !!!!!! n he want me back !!! EAT SHIT LA !!! this type of bf i don't 1 arr !!!

5th XBF he ply me also !!! when he 2gether vit me , he go ply another girl !!!! stupid he !!!! wad does he think i am ??? a doll ?? a pet ??? or his stupid garbage ??? y ply me ???

SEE !!!!
all of my BF sux man !!!! ( not all )
hate thm ply me !!!
thy deserve 2 let ppl try 2 ply thn that feel !!!

Message To Some Of The Guys :

just not that i don't wanna accept ur love !!!
i just wanna have a real n good BF !!!
i don't wanna have a on9 BF !!

until now !!! i just wanna have a good BF !!!
can't find 1 !!!

i just wish my BF will do this 2 me !!!


~When she stares at your mouth = "Kiss her"
~ When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you = "Grab her and don't let go"
~ When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tuff = "Kiss her and tell her you love her"
~ When she's quiet = "Ask her what's wrong"
~ When she ignores you = "Give her your attention"
~ When she pulls away = "Pull her back"
~ When you see her at her worst = "Tell her she's beautiful"
~ When you see her start crying = "Just hold her and don't say a word"
~ When you see her walking = "Sneak up and hug her waist from behind"
~ When she's scared = "Protect her"
~ When she steals your favorite hat = "Let her keep it and sleep with it
for a night"
~ When she doesn't answer for a long time = "Reassure her that everything is okay"
~ When she looks at you with doubt = "Back yourself up"
~ When she says that she likes you = "SHE REALLY DOES MORE THAN YOU COULD UNDERSTAND!!!"
~ When she bumps into you = "Bump into her back and make her laugh"
~ When she tells you a secret = "Keep it safe and untold"
~ When she looks at you in your eyes = "Don't look away until she does"
~ When she says it's over = "She still wants you to be hers"
~ When she write this blog = "She wants you to read it"
~ Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
~ When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
~ When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10yrs later she'll remember you
~ Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
~ Treat her like she's all that matters to you
~ Stay up all night with her when she's sick
~ Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
~ Give her the world
~ Let her wear your clothes
~ When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
~ Let her know she's important, kiss her in the pouring rain

NOW THAT'S WAD I CALL A ROMANTIC + SUPPER GOOD BF !!!
BUT !!! in this world there is so litter boiz can do such a things like that !!! T_______T

The day of the Report Card !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday ,
12:08PM ,
Noon,

haha~~~~~
2day is Report Card day !!!
my mom folow me go 2 school by my bro's car !!!
my mom can't take the report card yet !!
coz , is to early !!!so my mom has 2 go n lisen the cherama !!!
so , i walk straigh 2 my class !!!
when the cherama finish at 9:00Am ,
my mom started 2 come up !!!
thn i quickly tell teacher that my mom is here !!!
when my mom started 2 sit down , my teacher say :


Pn.Nik : haha~~~~ ( my name ) i'm gonna tell ur mom arr
Me : hehe~~~~~ ok !!!!

My Mother Come In N She Sits Down

Pn.Nik : haha...... she is a vely naughty girl la !!!
Mom : y ??? because of Eat too much !!!
Me : = =
Pn.Nik : she always like 2 talk huh !!!
Mom : ya meh !!! she seldom talk at home !!!
Pn.Nik : ow....... maybi got no friends thats y so quiet !!!
Mom : ya !!! maybi
ME : o.= SWT~~~~~~

LOLZ~~~~~~ i can't belive that my mom say me naughty because of eating = =
thn when we on the way back , wai ling folow me !!!
when we where walking she take out her phone n take pic !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
haha~~~~ we are such a POSER !!!!!!!!!!

Yeah~~~~ going out !!!!

Thurseday ,
7:09PM ,
Night ,


P-----A------S-------A-------M-------A--------L--------A------M
I'm going 2 pasa malam 2day !!!
i wanna go vit my friends !!!
i wanna eat the smally toufu again !!!
thy call it Chao Dao Fu !!!
some ppl say its stinks !!! some ppl say is so delecious !!!
i like 2 eat ti when it is hot !!!
thn i wannna go buy some stuff 2 eat there !!!
WeEeeEe~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`
PASA MALAM HERE I COME !!!!

haiz~~~~~ Paiseh neh~~~~

Wenesday,
5:49PM,
Noon,


haiz~~~~ dono y 2day somany ppl ask me iszit got BF liao = =
coz of my title in MSN !!! i just oni write Lao Gogn oni can chouse 1 !!!
haiz~~~~ bai ma wang zi hai mei chu xian neh !!! how ogt lao gong !!!
CHAM ~~~~~!!!!

i like this song frm final fantasy !!!

Monday ,
5:18PM ,
Noon ,


all praise nobuo uematsu
ONE WINGED ANGEL-----


Noli manere,
Manere in memoria
Noli manere,
Manere in memoria
Sephiroth
Sephiroth

Saevam iram,
Iram et dolorem
Saevam iram,
Iram et dolorem
Sephiroth
Sephiroth

Ferum,
Terribile,
Terribile
Fatum

Noli manere,
Manere in memoria
Noli manere,
Manere in memoria
Sephiroth
Sephiroth

Ah...


Veni, mi fili
Veni, mi filiHic
veni, da mihi
Mortem iterum


Veni, mi fili
Veni, mi fili
Hic veni, da mihi

Noli
Manere,
Memoria,
Saevam
Iram et
Dolorem;
Ferum,
Terribile
Fatum;
Ille
Iterum
Veniet



Mi fili, veni
Veni, veni, mi fili
Mi fili, veni
Veni, veni, mi fili
Mi fili, veni
Veni, veni, mi fili
Mi fili, veni
Veni, veni, mi fili

Qui mortem invitavis
Mi fili, veni
Veni, veni, mi fili
Poena funesta natus
Mi fili, veni
Veni, veni, mi fili
Noli nomen vocare
Mi fili, veni,
Veni, veni, mi fili
Ille iterum veniet
Mi fili, veni,
Veni, veni, mi fili

Sephiroth
Sephiroth

Sephiroth

Yeah !!!!! 2day is my picture day in skul !!!

Wenesday,
11:45PM,
Night,


WOW 2 day is my picca day !!!
i'm so excited !!!
when we where in class my friend's hair are defrent !!!
oni me n some friends,
when we get down on BM class, some1 my friend 2 find all kind of subject de teacher !!!
thn we go stand our position !!! 4 of my friends are at the higher rool , oni me n 1 friend stand the bottem rool !!! coz we are 2 tall T.T
thn i bu gan yen liao !!! the 1st n 2 pic i put the same post !!! the thurd is wad v like de !!! so, i go up there n take pic !!! haha~~~ so funny !!!

oh ow~~~~~~ nave go skul again !!!!

Monday,
1:30PM,
Sunny,


haiz~~~
me sleep late again !!!i promise siew teng N wai ling i should go 2 skul !!!BUT, 2day is PN zainab's farewell party !!!all day sitting on the hall oni !!!i don't 1 my lag 2 break !!!

haiz~~~~
a bad day 4 yesterday !!!coz, in kaptenball i think i diden done well !!! i fell that i'm a loser ><
really bad in kaptenball now !!! so sad !!!

i got a new bro !!!!

Friday,
3:52AM
Mid night,

wow~~~~
now i got a new bro !!! in chinese call Kai KO , he is a funny , kind N a cool bro !!!
he always like to full around in MSN !!!

Haha~~~~ he is the one n only chikang kor !!!1 know as Dead God !!!
he say that alot of ppl hated him !!!!
but i disk like when he is very rude !!!
he sometimes say bad words !!!
but i will scold him ^^



The bro that realy sayang me is firebeing kor !!!
he is also good de !!! he is a yeng kor !!! althou he got a lot of kai mui but i can fell that he is good to all kai mui !!!

atualy all kor is good de !!!! i don't mine thm !!!

y ????? y u nave reply me ????

Wednesday ,
Nigh ,
8:05PM,


y u nave reply me ???
i say hi to you !!!!
y u nave reply me ???
i just wanna say something !!!!!
i just wanna know iszit u n just to tell u that I'm sorry oni !!!!

i just wanna say sorry 2 u !!!!!

wednesday,
Night,
7:11PM,

i just wanna say to a o2jammer that i'm very sorry !!!! last time i sudenly scold him !!!!
coz, last time i was chatting vit him , thn sudenly v start the fight in msn >< thn i see y i send him the message thn it say :

The following message could not be delivered to all recipients:
hihi

The following message could not be delivered to all recipients:
r u there ????
................................................

thn i though that he already block me !!!! so i DELETE him N block him !!! when i wad plying o2jam i saw I'm he was talking 2 me thn i run out of the room n go another room !!! thn some1 say that he was finding me !!! thn i tell thn that i don't wanna see him coz i HATE him !!! until 1 day he keep on say sorry 2 me but i don't wanna speak 2 him !!! so , when i go to a room again i saw him !!! thn he sew me he run out of the room !!!! i know that he already hated me now !!!



So, this day when i was on9 sometimes i chat vit my friends or family, suddenly it say the same thing like the block my message !!! thn my MSN DC !!!!! so i was thinking !!!! maybe he didn't block me !!!! maybe is because my MSN got problem ??? now i fell sorry !!!!


UNTIL NOW I JUST WANNA SAY SORRY 2 HIM !!!!!!



SORRY !!!!
SORRY !!!!
SORRY !!!!
SORRY !!!!
SORRY !!!!

at GENTING'S picture

Cloudy,

5:26PM,

Thursday,

This is the view frm our Hotel in GENTING HIGHLAND !!!

WHEN ITS NOON

WHEN ITS NIGH

The Dinosaur Land!!!

The 1st World Hotel





I think I'm in here !!!

This is my tattoo that i done it at GENTING !!!

The TATTOO frm my Neck