Is This The End ???

Friday,
10:57PM,
Night,


I just talk finish with my BF (Yang)on the phone , its feel good to talk to him . he ask me a question . "Last Time U love me more or Now U Love Me More??" i answer him "NOW" .He say "Why" i reply "Because our relationship is getting further and my love to u is getting deeper" . when i say this to him , i fell like ...... somethings going wrong .

Then he say , there once , he felt like being single again.When he say this..... My Heart started to corrupted , broken in to pieces . i felt like crying . but , i can't . i tell him. "i really scare 1 day we will break" . i really want to continue our relationship until there is no end !! i really hope he think the same thing as me......

I really nave had try to deeply fall in love with someone before . Him , my family , my friends is my only hope i have . if they are gone .... its no meaning to Be me anymore...... Is This The End Of Me ???? Am I Stupid or what ......
( crying )

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