another boring day .....
holidays are over and say hello to exams .......
ewww....
hate exams !!!!
i hate people who bet my scores with me .... so hurt if i lose ....XD

i wanted to sleep now but i want to play computer again..... after tomorrow can't go school again .... i always miss school on Monday . Teacher is going to give me Warning letter . but i;m very tired ..... haiz.... yesterday i slept at 4AM +++ when i woke up , still sleepy ...... actually , everyday ..... i was thinking .... Am i gonna die soon ??? this question always repeat in my mind .

actually , I'm kinda tension . At work , i ask people for little stick . this year is my 1st time using it . i also don't know why i want it .... Suddenly ~~~~

the little stick make me dizzy ..... and i told my self .... this is the last time and no more for the next time . But i can't help it . My mind was forcing me to have 1 more . But i control my self .
thanks to someone beside me that time ...... he told me allot of story .

its kind of funny thought ...... i feel cheap ..... now this days , i felt like i already transformed into another person . am i that bad to my self ??? or its just me with my nonsense thought ???
sometimes there is too many sad things has happen to me ..... i feel like cry out loud to let it go .... but my tiers won't fall ..... who can slap me in the face or kick my ass to make me cry ??? LOL .... what a silly thing to do ..... yesterday , my tiers drop a Little . and i feel so good ......thanks to him ..... he made me cry ..... but not allot XD
sometimes i was thinking ....
am i meant to be like that or what ???
and sometimes....
i feel like stop schooling ....
but i tell my self !!! this is the last year ..... go for it !!!!
but its true .... I'm too lazy ....


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